Hey again,
Sorry I only write you when I feel like my universe is imploding. I'm sitting at a ward activity where I'm supposed to spend the night. Fact. Really wish I wasn't here right now. I'm not sure where I want to be anymore. I'm slowly loosing myself and my footing. I've been slipping under for a while now. Idk who to tell anymore. I don't like telling anyone when I'm this bad and nothing can be done.
If you are out there. . . If you can hear this.... please find me.... please love me. . . . I don't want to do this alone.
All I have,
Me
