My dreams are really broken and the order is strange but I will try to write them
It's confusing to know where this part starts I can remember the pieces but the order doesn't seem to be there... I know I was in a tropical area. I was fairly certain it was an island but also that it was some type of Disneyland and that I was there because sarah my sister had won a trip or something like that. I remember going into a bathroom it was dark and dingy. The ground was sand accept under the toilet stalls. There was tile. The stalls didn't lock so I had to hold the door to keep my privacy. I remember accidently bumping one of the side walls of my stall and it moved. I immediately felt concerned that the person next to me thought I was trying to be a perve. So I steadied the wall and was very careful after that. I was trying to relieve myself but couldn't relax in this bathroom. Then people started messing with my door. One girl was adamant that she needed the label maker that was in my stall sitting on a shelf above my head. When sitting over my right shoulder. So I gave it to her and she went away. Someone else came in demanding that I was hiding it and wanted it. I still indisposed calmly explained that I wasn't that another girl had taken it. Her and her dad who was with her wandered away. When I was done I went back out of the bathroom (this part is a little confusing and patchy). I was under some sort of cabana and a girl from my homeward named Mariah was sitting on a wooden bench swing that was shaded by lots of Palm leaves quite well too. I believe she was pregnant. I can't remember if it was before this or not but there was a space that was half cabana and wood and tiles and metal and glass it was a class room with immensely high ceilings with some wooden beams and some metal industrial type beams holding up the ceiling that went from glass to the palm leaves and the floor from sort of industrial tiling to sand. There were black metal and wood topped desks lined up. Maybe 20. It was an art class. When I look at the whole room the desks are empty and nothing on them. I remember though that there was a moment where there was a student on either side of me and I was at a desk or standing between them and they had these packes. All I remember was that they were prompts for drawing. All different drawing exercises. I don't remember what happened but I was standing back at the palm shaded wooden bench talking to Mariah telling her that I needed to use her packet. That if I could borrow her packet and see her sketches that I'd be able to finally hone my drawing talent and be really good like I thought I could. She said that I could.
Next scene was me pouring over the packet starting to work but I was in my living room now only it looked different. There were tons more pics on the walls of the kids in my family but most of them were covered by cut out hearts. There were some hearts where the middle was cut out like a frame and they were mostly around pictures of Sarah my sister. I was trying to pic up all my drawings. The only one I remember for sure was an octopus. I walked into the kitchen to ask what was going on. Everyone was there. Though I'm not sure what that means because there were faces I didn't know that we're supposed family. I know for certain there was a man present with dark hair that stood out to me, but I don't remember the relation. Someone said it was for mom. And I asked they why is sarah the one whose pics are showing in the frontroom. Someone said oh idk and started to fix it while someone else muttered it's because sarah is her favorite. On the counter there was this stranger dark wooden thing. It was about 2 inches deep and about 2 and a half to 3 feet wide and about 3 and a half to four feet tall and the entire front were this little doors all about 2 inches by 2 inches. And they didn't open like a swinging door they all opened from the top edge and when you pulled forward it wasn't a door it was a little hinged drawer but the drawer didn't slide out. It's hard to think of the right words but it was like the little compartment tilted forward. At first I asked what it was and someone started to stumble to explain it and couldnt. And then I interrupted and said oh you mean it's a shelf for tiny things. Miniatures. Like I already knew and I was answering the question for myself. They confirmed it. And added that mom really likes all those tiny things and this was to keep them in and that it would hang in the living room. That's when I realized I needed a present I needed a tiny thing.
There is a clip where I am walking through an insanely intricate mall things don't seem to be divided into stores. There is the occasional little booth mixed in with all of it, but it is a maze like mess of racks and shelves and doors leading to more racks and shelves. I was looking for a Christmas present for my mom and in the last dream she found comfort in keeping a pearl in her pocket and rubbing it like katniss in part one of the mockingjay. I wanted to find a trinket like that can couldnt. As I wandered I went through a series of shelves and on the other side it was only lit by Christmas lights. There were people gathered around watching this little Christmas make its route on the tracks laid out. I wandered in and out of people like I was looking for someone. Decided they weren't there and walked around a corner awake from the train. It was like being in behind the stores in the mall. I knew I was somewhere I shouldn't be. I peeked through a door then went through. I remember feeling like I was about to get caught. Trying to act natural I turned and walked back out. I don't remember what I saw but my mind right now is saying bridal like it was a dress shop or the part of a dress shop where they alter the wedding dresses. On the other side of the door I worries someone had seen me and took the next door quickly. It was like a being on the edges of a convention. There were the fake walls that were blue coarse fabric that you could pin stuff to. It reminded me of the folding wall in the chapel I grew up in. There were two little booths really looked more like hutches with stuff sitting inside for purchase. One of the hutches I think had doll stuff. I remember feeling too old to look. So I moved to the other to not look suspicious. The other hutch I can't remember exactly but I think it had miniature things so I stopped to see what was there. This part is a little hazy. I feel like I looked and decided to keep looking. There was an opening that led back to the main part of the mall with all the racks it was to the left of the two hutches that seemed rather out of place there I went through the opening and that's where I lose it. I keep looking I think.
That's all I remember clearly.
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