Dear Anyone,
Sometimes I'm certain I don't have one more breath in me. Then my body betrays me and oxygen once again fills my lungs and allows the ache that I have in my chest to receive more blood and continues to tighten at the thoughts stirring my mind.
It doesn't matter how hard I work I struggle to make ends meet. It doesn't matter how deeply I pray I still feel incomplete. I keep fighting and hoping and dreaming that things will get better and then I remember they did with you and now I'm back to square one wish I understood God's will and why I can't have you.
You brushed my hair. You stroaked my back. You kissed my forehead like I was precious. You made my heart believe in love again. And here I am sitting alone on a couch praying and hoping there's some way out of this aching. My heart can hardly beat cuz it's broken. My mind can't stop spinning from this whirl wind. Please tell me I'm wrong this isn't the end of our song.
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I miss you. I love you. I hope someday someone can steal me like you. Never forget I gave up a dream cuz God had something bigger for you.
Love....
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